Soon enough I was actually form 5 and it was a year of stress & peer pressure because of SPM. I was so stress until I got fever every two weeks. That was just bad...I thought I'm having some sickness but it was just stress and it was pointless stress...why? because the things I study didn't really come out...=.= GREAT...~ but I really thank God that He was with me during that whole spm period (not to say He's not here with me now, I just feel Him more that time) and He even helped me through my exam for example, my bm was always not good & i always forget my bm words but during the bm test I just remember every word and even when I forget I just pray to God and the word just came to me. What a miracle! I may sound ridiculous but it was true! Thanks to HIM...all things worked out for me. THANK YOU LORD!
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Youth Prayer Conference March 2011
Soon after Youth Quake...we had Youth Prayer Conference in March 2011. The "Defence of the Almighty (DOTA) " It was a really good camp because they teach you how to spend time with God and seriously meditate and talking to him and also learning how to pray and to pray for your family, friends and everyone else. Good experience! XD
I really encourage you all to go. The next Youth Prayer Conference 2012 is in June! XD
Youth Quake 2010
This is my first time going for Youth Quake & my first time attending TRAC youth camps. This was held in Peace Haven, Genting Highlands on the 26/12/10- 30/12/10. Over 400 people went and greatly I met many new people. That was where I got my transformation.
So this is what happened. On the last day during the altar call, I went out for prayer & cried super badly. The lady who prayed for me told me that God wants to tell me that He loves me and He was always there when I'm alone, when I don't feel Him. He told me that I'm not alone and He just wants me to be myself and if i made the first step...He will gonna take care of the rest. I was shock when I hear that because never in my life...God was so real to me maybe I know he existed and He hears my prayer but it just hit me because He was directly speaking to me through another person and I've been trying to hear from him for the past year.
I was actually Form 4 that year and I had a hard time adjusting to my class, friends and the new subjects that we're taking. I start to realize that my close friends were avoiding and ignoring me, they didn't want to mix with me and they even talk behind my back and go out for gathering without including me. My classmates(male) bully and tease me every single time and they laugh at me, giving me names. I was really heart broken and I got no one to look up to. everyone was practically rejecting me, no one ever come to me and ask if I'm ok. They just don't bother and continue talking behind my back. I cried to God every night but nothing seems to happen or change and I wasn't able to feel him or to hear from him. It was really depressing, stress and frustrating. I even tried to please people and let them use and take advantage of me. I even did some ridiculous stuff that make people acknowledge me even though it might be a bad impression but i didn't mind, as long as they acknowledge me and thats fine. But everything was just so wrong and it became worst, my parents start to feel that i'm a burden for them and they did not understand what was I going trough. but after that whole year of nuts. God finally revealed himself to me during Youth Quake and I just thank Him for everything and from then on I never said that He wasn't there.
After that it was a new year 2011...I did what God told me to do that is to be myself and so I did. My friends start coming back to me and they told me that I've improved so much from the year before, they started to trust me again and we became good friends again. God really made his promised by bringing back my friends to me & there was no more rejection from then on. Praise The LORD! FOR HE HAS BEEN FAITHFUL TO ME! THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE BLESSED ME WITH. =)
If you ever feel that God is not there...just pray and ask Him to help you to seek Him deeper and trust Him and have faith in all that you do. He will eventually reveal to you. =)
A verse for you...
Proverbs 3: 5-6 (NIV)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.
Mission Trip to Long Lamai, Sarawak
Ok...so I went to Long Lamai, Sarawak for a mission week during November 2010 (I kinda forget when exactly =P) So the fellows that went was Uncle Herbie, Aunt Ling Ming, Austin, Ellie, Fung Hao, Eve, Ben, Grace, Hannah Khaw, Kin Hoe & Zhan! It was a really memorable 1 week in there & it was a great experience staying in the jungle, going up the heels, bathing in the river, jumping off the tree, going online XD & following some of the small kids to catch fish. The food there was AWESOME! We had wild boar, fried unripe papaya and etc...The weather was cool at night but super hot in the afternoon. Everything was great that but except for one stupid thing that is SAND FLIES. It was really terrifying!!! It bit me and I can't stop scratching until Hannah Khaw, Auntie Ling Ming & Ellie has to tie my hand to stop me from scratching it. LOL
Crystal's Comeback!
Hey everyone! After so long, I'm finally back! Sorry to keep you all waiting. Since I have stop blogging on the Oct 1, 2010. Now, I shall update you on what I've been up to these 1 & 1/2 year. Starting with...(look up)
